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*This has a bit of a rock\/heavy metal feel in my head.*<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

You pick me up so you can push me down,
Just to see how long I\u2019ll stay on the ground,
You pull me in just to shut me out,
Your illusions are crushed by the weight of my doubts,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This back and forth is a game to you,
It\u2019s a shame we\u2019re through,
I\u2019m not playing with you.
Your disguises won\u2019t make me blind to you
I can see your truth,
And I will not be subdued!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

When my sanity was so hard to find,
You designed a lie to destroy my mind,
Creating the monster you said that I am,
\u2018Til I blindly ran alongside the damned,
The conscience I tried so hard to retain,
To be who you wanted, so easily contained,
Is slipping away as I look upon you,
While your mask dissolves from the acid you spewed,
The madness you wrought has only begun,
Should I keep it together, or let it all come undone?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Think I\u2019ll dismantle the cage that you placed around me,
Craft my weapons from the scattered debris,
The lamb meant for slaughter is now part of the pack,
Devouring delusions leaving no thought intact,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This shit\u2019s no longer a game to you,
It\u2019s a shame we\u2019re through,
I\u2019m not done playing with you,
Your disguises no longer hide the truth,
I will claim my dues,
Told you I won\u2019t be subdued!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

When my sanity was so hard to find,
You designed a lie to destroy my mind,
Creating the monster you said that I am,
\u2018Til I blindly ran alongside the damned,
The conscience I tried so hard to retain,
To be who you wanted, so easily contained,
Is slipping away as I look upon you,
While your mask dissolves from the acid you spewed,
The madness you wrought has only begun,
I can\u2019t keep it together, so I\u2019ll just come undone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Inspired by The Hollywood Rebellion\u2019s Lockdown Sessions, and Shim Moore\u2019s disdain for the word \u201cundone.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

*This has a bit of a rock\/heavy metal feel in my head.* You pick me up so you can push me down,Just to see how long I\u2019ll stay on the ground,You pull me in just to shut me out,Your illusions are crushed by the weight of my doubts, This back…<\/p>\n

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